The Answer

....and finally he didn't reply to my last message.

He didn't answer my last call.

We just disappeared from each other's worlds.

I used to wanna find an answer, but now I realize there's no need for me to ask.

Because when I look back, every detail is actually the answer.

I don't know what I want anymore.

I though I wanted you but now I'm not so sure.

All these things you said to me, I'm not sure what to believe anymore.

The only thing I'm thinking right now is, I don't know how long I can do this.

Someone said to me, if you want something very badly:

set it free

If it comes back to you, it's yours forever.

If it doesn't, it was never yours to begin with. 

I really wish you would come back, but I think you never will. 

Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option. 

And sometimes ever has it been that love knows not its own depth 

until the hour of separation.